Unpredictable..

It has been almost 3 months since i moved into the new house.. resulting no internet to use... at last i have my internet connection already..

when i first moved into this house.. you started smsing me and calling me and all... I felt so happy that I thought we are slowly moving back into the direction where our life might intersect with each other again.. but somehow... out of the sudden happiness that I get from all those hopes.. it just disappear just like that too... I do not know what happened.. maybe I did something wrong again that resulted in this.. i don't know... all of a sudden you nvr talk to me again.. nvr reply my sms again..

I really really don't get it... as people say wound will heal through time.. but I could say that... it doesnt happen to me.. I am still wondering if i am going to be able to be with you again or not... sigh..

I LOVE YOU, FLORENCE... i really really do... I can do anything just for you girl... it's my mistake for taking you for granted last time when we were stil together... I have lived for 24 years.. and this is the biggest mistake that I have ever done.. I will regret this mistake for the rest of my life...