Happy...

Well.. yesterday you talk quite a lengthy time with me.. although not that long, but i guess I'll be satisfied with it.. You ask me did I buy mask for the H1N1 flu.. I'm actually quite happy cause it somewhat like you cared about me for the flu.. but maybe you are just asking.. not care about me.. I dunno.. Well, nvm.. as long you talk with me can already.. haha.. although what we talked is somewhat.. boring.. nothing much..

Today also i started abit on a model aircraft that I bought.. I think this will the last aircraft model that I buy.. cause it needs so much work to get it done.. It's.. so.. lazy..

Well one thing for sure that I'm not lazy... it will not ever be lazy to be in love with you...

I LOVE YOU FLORENCE...
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Working myself to death

I just realize, what happen when you didnt sleep for 2 days. Its really a very very very torturing feeling, but I have no choice but to finish my work for submission. Well, come to think of it.. you didnt online at all the time I worked, and today after I submitted, there you are back online. Seems like a fate to me haha.. but I dun think you will see it as fate, dunno..

My lips feel so dry and my thirst cant be drenched.. dunno why.. maybe because of the lack of sleep? I remember when I feel damn tired from not sleeping for 2 days.. My skin are so red and my heart is beating quite fast and sweating like hell..

While I'm writing this, I'm 'semi' chatting with you on MSN.. I think this is among the longest after we broke up 2 months ago.. haha.. no doubt that I'm happy with it.. but how long will this last? maybe 10mins? lol..

Oh ya.. come to think of it.. I really dunno what are you thinking, at one period after we broke up.. you went MIA, then came back and talked on msn like normal.. then all of a sudden, it just turned to the worst, me getting the feeling that you do not want to talk to me at all... I am really wondering what happened.. I dunno what is in your mind at all.. do I still have a chance or I have zero?...

Well no matter what...

I LOVE YOU FLORENCE.. I love you...
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2nd Day...

As usual.. I tried to talk with you.. but to no avail, same usual a very short reply or just an icon then no more replies... since I can't talk to you to say out all the things I want to say.. guess I'll write it here then... I've got no one else...

Well.. i actually wanted to tell you that I bought a new slipper since the old one is spoiled already.. its almost the same like the old slipper, just that it got like a strip of white along the slippers.. If we were still together.. I bet you will ask me to take a picture to let you see it... guess I really miss those times.. sigh..

The road in front of my house is also stripped to make a new layer of road. I don't know why the government want to waste the money on 'rebuilding' a road which is still very good, such a waste of money, it should have been used instead for other road which needs more care than this one since its just a housing area 'inner' road.

I will sign off every of my post with this I love you thingy.. just to show you that I love you forever and thinking of you every single day..

I LOVE YOU FLORENCE
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Well.. the 1st step...

To my beloved girl... Florence Wong Siew Thing,

Well.. it has been nearly 2 months since you broke up with me, or as you said a temporary 'on-hold' relationship. I don't know if you will really accept me back again after we solve our distance problem.. but I only know one thing.. I want to believe and trust what you said to me... It has been a hell of 2 months in my life, and there's so many things that I wanted to share with you, but as the title of this blog, I can't... as you do not want to talk with me anymore..

June 18th.. was suppose to be our 2nd year anniversary and as it seems, it isn't anymore.. when I tried to msn you, well as usual, either an ignore or just that few sentence.. I can't blame you for any of this, as I know, it was me who make us walk this path alone and separate from each other... This would be the most regretful thing that I have ever done in my entire life.. I can't even take you off my mind every single day even when I'm sleeping.. Life has never been the same anymore since you left.. not even a bit...

And yesterday, this idea came into my mind of venting out all my unsharable feelings that I want to tell you but can't.. into this blog, or more directly I decided to write down "I love you" every single day in here, to show you that I really really love you, and I want to share every single thing in my life with you.. well, that's if you ever see this pathetic blog of mine... lol haha...

I LOVE YOU FLORENCE... I really do...
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