Friday, June 19, 2009

Well.. the 1st step...

To my beloved girl... Florence Wong Siew Thing,

Well.. it has been nearly 2 months since you broke up with me, or as you said a temporary 'on-hold' relationship. I don't know if you will really accept me back again after we solve our distance problem.. but I only know one thing.. I want to believe and trust what you said to me... It has been a hell of 2 months in my life, and there's so many things that I wanted to share with you, but as the title of this blog, I can't... as you do not want to talk with me anymore..

June 18th.. was suppose to be our 2nd year anniversary and as it seems, it isn't anymore.. when I tried to msn you, well as usual, either an ignore or just that few sentence.. I can't blame you for any of this, as I know, it was me who make us walk this path alone and separate from each other... This would be the most regretful thing that I have ever done in my entire life.. I can't even take you off my mind every single day even when I'm sleeping.. Life has never been the same anymore since you left.. not even a bit...

And yesterday, this idea came into my mind of venting out all my unsharable feelings that I want to tell you but can't.. into this blog, or more directly I decided to write down "I love you" every single day in here, to show you that I really really love you, and I want to share every single thing in my life with you.. well, that's if you ever see this pathetic blog of mine... lol haha...

I LOVE YOU FLORENCE... I really do...
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